hello reality..

Another piece has gently been placed into my puzzle. This time it wasn't hammered down, shoved in the wrong place, or crammed in. Instead, it was nicely placed; it took time, process and thought as they placed it into my simple little life. It was jut a weekend piece, but it was bliss. It was a non-stop, perfectly un-perfect section of the universe that I never ever wanted to leave. And yet here I am, plopped back down in 'Viva Vegas.' I miss Phoenix and it's secret wonders. I miss it's nothings and yet everythings. It makes me smile, and it makes me laugh, it's the perfect definition of 'Ah-Kuna-Ma-Tata.'

The other day someone told me, "After looking at everything.. you must have a really fun life huh?" I thought about it for a while. I had to look back on a lot of moments. But then I realized, they're not really moments. It's just the energy of the people I keep around me. It's not always big ass smiles and tears pouring out from laughter. But at least 2/3 times when I think about the past, I see myself laughing with everyone. Whether it be with J, conversing about Cars, Pokemon, and Guys. Making skits with Dillon in the middle of class because sometimes we have nothing better to do. Listening to Bryce talk about things that most people haven't ever heard of yet. Playing video games with Zack because then we have something in common. Making Silent Hill Cookies with Brina and Lina because we beat Homecoming in one night. Talking about Ninja Turtles with Andrew since he can randomly bring it up in about any conversation. Or just hanging around Sadey because most of the time, I'm laughing my ass off. I guess I miss Phoenix a lot.. but, I do with what I have right here in my little hometown. And who I have here, I wouldn't change for the world.